二十来岁也谈不上什么“人生”，感觉好像在吹嘘；因为家庭的背景和经历的那些经验，Make me who I am today。或许就是那些曾经，很多时候都无法轻易的苟同同年龄朋友的想法（当然，也有例外的人）；我不是倚老卖老，若我也可以不必承受少年时超过我可以负荷的那些经历。。。不过，往好的一方面或许那样的经历也让我更加成熟；但是也无形中容易对人树立“请勿靠近”的围墙。
What the hell is that? I thought I've already said that in my title... (Try to read in a different way!)
I'm feeling bad and complicated today but hardly describe in actual words. The unpleasant feeling that filling me inside. Having good breakfast often let me feel the starting of a wonderful day and gives me good mood. Unfortunately, my good mood was spoiled when I saw her stepping in the door with that face.
She don't even bother to look at me like a stranger for few days eventhough I was actually just sat NEXT to her. Elo, may I know what is your problem, bitch?! I'm done with your Arrogant attitude that so "random and spontaneous" that in your way! I AM TIRED WITH YOU!
Is that necessary to say thing so secretly instead of saying out to everyone loud since it suppose to be a Group Discussion, when you're not even there when we're having meeting at first. I really pissed off your attitude this few day and I've already had it enough!!! So what if you can do that I can't?
my favourite American Breakfast @ Tappers, Rm 9.00
I'm really frustrated with the "waiting culture" that group living with and people never bother to make any changes albeit they know it was actually wasting of time! Especially when most of the time end up with NOTHING after loooooooooooong wait. Why we can't try to make life a little bit more effective huh? If you're Not Ready, Not Sure or Don't Know, why don't you make thing clear earlier and give difficulties to everyone else then?! To be frank, I'm not a patience person for unnecessary waiting, elo... ..
Coming to the 3rd year of my university life, I found MAJOR of the university student doesn't motivate to learn and know more.... Simply finish everything assigned by the lecturer from A to Z is enough to make their life wonderful, Sigh. Our Film Studied class as example, we'll have to watch a movie, analysize and discuss after all on the movie. Without any surprise as any other "Malaysian" student, the class is Silent because malaysian unversity student has No Opinion or probably No Brain in fact? As the tutor said, he will have to answer the question that asked by his own, as always. How you able to learn from Film Studied class is through Discussion and thats the only way, the key of this course is about HOW YOU THINK! I wonder when will this kind of learning environment gonna change in future... ... Well, I think I've not mention yet those students who SLEPT in a dead row for the entire session in front of tutor face. How would you feel if you're in tutor shoes, tell me?
The Screening of Controversial Documentary:
Kisah Tauke Mancis dan Minyak Tumpah.
Maybe we should not making fuss over sleeping session in the class as other univeristy students might also share the similar "culture" but I'm embarrasing to say that our student is thick face enough to sleep in a row on Invited Director (Screening) Sharing Session as well! I'm grateful to my mum for teaching and train me to behave in a good manner since I was young, not even how a girl should behave (Tatasusila) but how we should respect on other too. Just a very little effort that you "keep your eye open" when others is talking, albeit it might not look interesting at all to you.
It might sound wrong I'm critized all these as I'm a unversity student too, I just feel frustrated with the konon "university level" that our student actually is. It could be the problem of the learning environment that we're dealing with since young- The Dead Study System or why don't we start trying to ask for your first question in class tomorrow onwards?
The treasure is already there for you,
just the matter whether you want to own it or not.
" Khun Sermsuk, Sa ba:y di: mai? " (which means How're you, Ms Sermsuk)
She is affable with warm smiles as usual sitting alone outside the lecture hall waiting for her students though was already half an hour gone. Khun Sermsuk has magic attraction, gentle and soft speaking always get near to my heart just like a kind granny. You feel like want to tell her everything inside yourself and share with her, albeit she is already 71 years old but her heart stay young like us.
I miss her so much, how I wish I can attend her Thai class again and maybe because of her, I love everything about Thai.... .. To be frank, I seldom get A for my course except Thai Language and Radio Broadcasting, most probably has to fall for the lecturer first before you wants an A?
HaHa.
I'm kinda of morose and a bit feeling hurt today, is complicated to say in anyway.... Meeting Khun Sermsuk and had a little chat with her let me feel comforted. She seems like understand my bitter and thats why she is there for me..... Angel from Thai? She told me her husband has passed away in the early of this year, however, she is very optimistic told me no matter how it was " Life still goes on". I was inspired by her, if she could conquered the death of her beloved one why not me to confront the struggles of life?
Thank you, Khun Sermsuk for your words.
You definitely mean more than just a lecturer for me =)
May you stay happy and healthy forever!
you're lovely angel... ...
Have you watched Repo Men?
There is a scene, Beth told Remy (Repo man) that she owns 10 artificial organs bought on credit with different brand except her lip is all to herself ..... Inspire me to write about the BRANDS.
The idea of the story was quite interesting (though is not very new), in generally is fine.
Wanted to write about "Brands" long time before, not motivated till I watched Repo Men with WinGian tonite. Realise, we're dealing with so many DIFFERENT brand in our daily life but we simply did'nt aware as all the BRAND has becoming part of our life.
Well, you might feel like this content is kinda of Blog Advertisement, sadly to say....It wasnt as The Blogger didn't receive any US Dollars or Malaysia Ringgit from anyone, muahahahaha... Lets talk about personal care products, alrite?
Brand Switcher on Shower Gel.
Johnson & Johnson successfully repositioning their brand from babies's product to "everyone" now. They've make the right decision to change their market in order to compete with other brands, if not they might lossing market share in no longer time. This is my first try purchase on their shower gel as the price is Reasonable with "appropriate" volumes. Before all this while, was using Gurdian or Watson's home brand shower gel from Ocean, Lavender, Green Tea and etc. It's really AFFORDABLE! For shower gel, I'll avoid from all the "sweet" smells: coffee? strawberry? peach? yucksssss.......When I think of the ants will "party" on my body during my sleep at night, oh No! ( I know I think too much, wadever.... :p)
Do you think I've beautiful long hair?
For shampoo, I'm definitely in the category of Brand Loyalty- Pantene, Moisturing =)
I'm Pantene's loyal customer since their launched the Pro-V series shampoo for many years till now. Probably all the positve feedback get from my friends which reinforce me continue to use and building up my confident on their shampoo espcially when there is promotion price at few pharmacy stores recently (The price of the shampoo was quite high.)
How she "Sway" her hair in the end of the story was quite funny a bit.
Gurdian's Body Scrub, Is Lavender!
I remember well about what my sis told me about Lavender, it was just smell like the washing poweder. Anyway, I'm not the Lavender person but I'm not anti-Lanveder as well.... as long as I LIKE!
Back to Clean & Clear, when I was secondary school.
No matter how many brand I changed for my foaming facial product, still back to Clean & Clear. There was quite a period I was using the set of this brand because it is Affordable, again. That time was still in secondary school, hav to be more budget. However, I'm still using this brand now (swtiched for few brand before) as I just feel comfortable and fine with it. Sometime, the simplest maybe be the best for you.
Essential for everyday!
I knew this product from the Tv shows, 女人我最大 which is strongly recommended. For me, it's quite good product as it manage to change people's perception that sunblock is no longer sticky and oily form. Biore's sunblock is in Milky form and your skin feel "Free" in nude. Previosly, I was using Loreal UV Perfect Sunblock which is quite good, simply feel like wanna try for sunblock in new form and it is pleasant.
Hada Labo 's Whitening Series
Yes, as we know this is a new brand in the market and according to the same programme I meantioned before, their Moisturing Series is selling out in every 4 sec in Japan (I've no idea how credible is the source, somehow it still has the influence there.) I bought the full series of this skin care product and it were quite expensive especially the "Little Bottle" of whitening essence about RM70+. The reason that I'm choosing Whitening is not because of the skin colour..... if it does help me to reduce my freckle that would be fantastic. Sadly, I'm such a lazy woman... only apply when I "Remember" to apply, hahaha...
BB Cream from Etude House
Okay, for this BB Cream I've not much to comment as it doesnt really gives me the "Benefits" which as the product expected to perform and make me MORE pimples thats far I feel..... It was quite expensive too about RM60+
From ZA to Fasio...
Fasion's Seed Oil's remover is NOT OILY at all, surprisingly and I like it. I was using ZA's oil remover before and it was TOO oily for me; on the other hand, Loreal's milk remover was TOO mild which not really effective for water proof make up. Fasio is good and reasonable price, TRY it!
Last but not Least,
my handphone in first love: Lolipop!
There is nothing to do with the "Introduction" of my personal products, want to Show Off my pinky LG Lolipop Phone with the ring tone, Sherlock Holmes's Discombobulate =)
I don't care whatever hell problem with you, I'm done with your "Princess" temper!
If I've the ability, do you think people want to endure with your bad temper, you're not goin to feel good when people doin the same thing to you, right?
I know,
I'm a stubborn person....
So, What?!
I would rather to get myself wet instead of get into your car;
I would rather to die instead of giving you smile...
.... Maybe you're just to simple minded, not even aware actually there were N times you making exactly the same "fun" on me.
and YES, I wanted to take it as a JOKE because i know it WAS.
... yup, it was definitely not in favour for sure...
Please, lovely lady....
Do thing you only you wish people do upon you.
If you never exposed your boundaries, how ever people DARE to challenge your Maximum?
Unless you think the donkey will goes and ask what Eistein's Relativity is all about,
Yes you, Moron!
Sarcastically....
Just couldnt deny, what I like about you is Also what I dislike about you,
... complicated? Yes, I know... ( same goes to you!)
Because I also think that too, and sorry- No cure for that.
Let me tell you a story,
There is SOMEONE ever fervently LIKED me as a person,
sadly to say...
now she dislike me in person (I guess), and ludicrously I'm still as always who I'm WAD!
(okay, is fine if you wan to think I'm perasan but this was the HELL truth.)
Realised,
people always telling WHO they like and WHAT they like about the people...... with "condition and requirement",
When people (yes, those human being who claimed they like you lah) , you shall never accuse on them with what they like about you...
Don't understand?
.... Then just drop the case, when you're smart enough to "digest" my context again...
Well, in another simple way is...... Love me or Hate me.
